Humiliated FatSpider

Days So Far;

It has been a uneventful week, working for minimum wage, updating my soccer charts and been look down upon by my friends. Yap, a fallen angel been mistaken for a demon from hell. The foul stench of my lower social status makes a decompose rat smell better like Channel No 5.

First was my present boss R, of course he has the right to humiliate me workwise. But, I felt even when we are having a general discussion concerning things unraleted to work. He makes me feel so useless like making a comment that my memory is poor, as I mistook him for not taking duck meat/ or quoting wrongly that he ignore another fellow as they have a misunderstanding. There are other comments like how I like to complicate matters by giving suggestions on his month end trip. While all I intended was to give my best opinion to help save on his transport and recommend the best place to eat. Even his other frens that ocassionally visit his shop kinda influence and do make subtle comments here and there. Maybe it was just me been paranoid over a period of not working full time, but I dun have to be Professor X to read the mind of other people! A drop in the standing ladder as perceived by society.

Second was from a good fren Wanker (copywriter). I had a major fallout with him yesterday over a shit piece of joke from my sms. It goes something like tiz.....

'Yu wanna blow into my jimmy head. Monkie'

He perceived that I was asking for a blow job and blew his top. Now before I go further let me make it clear I am straight. I have the many scars from my bitches on my back to proof it. The reason for this sms was because his last 2 sms was about him denouncing his sentient attachments and becoming a monk (jokingly). So I was kidding by asking him to blow on my bald head. It was a case of bad joke wrong timing. When a person is in anger he will pour out his true feelings. He discriminated me by saying what the f**k was I doing with my life, that stab me deeply remembering I am still dealing with emotional recovery. Even though he insisted that he dun judged me but the damage is done. The fact that he shot straight off the top without even going thru a normal thinking cycle indicates a inclination of my lower social status. If I was at a younger age I would have shot back fast, then talk to the cropse, cuz way back I was one that never like backtalk. But I did the right thing, I took the bullets as it was my powderkeg that started it all. I kinda forgive him as he also going thru some hard times.

Wanker's luck was turning better as he has just found a part time copywriter job but it only last till end Dec. When he broke the news to me I was actually quite thrill for him. Well, at least 1 of my unemployment bunch of jokers made it. But the worries of what comes after that and mounting debt really takes its toll in him. I saw a mood swing from been suicidal to aggression. I personally went thru the same thing myself when I was axed but it took a longer time. But multiple rejections from our gracious society kinda mould me to a wimp. He beat the crap out of a young punk that spat at him last saturday. If not for 2 petroling policeman that happen to intervene, I fear the young punk might go thru a seizure and be bedladden for the rest of his life. On a earlier episode last week, he re-enacted 'Tyson vs late Ali (old and Parkinson Disease)'. He challenaged the old internet keeper where we sometimes watch our ESPN to a boxing match outside when the geezer hinted my fren was always complaining. So, our buddy has become a avenger with a death wish and that makes him a walking time bomb waiting to explode. Maybe, a good women.....to let off steam. Bless his 'DragonHeart' soul !

On a happy note, my loose teeth is at least out. I did the impossible by reaching back and pulling it out when my tongue felt it oscillating to a new angle. I was actually trying to save some money and also it has become too uncomfortable. I dun know where I gather the courage but it must be inspired by Wanker. To my surprise and amazement, the pain only lasted a couple of sec and there was only a whisker of blood.

Another happy point to note was my Sequence Chart in my prediction blog (see links at my sidebar) seems to be performing. It registed +ve swing for most of the catagories. I am pround to say that I did this based on my own maths that I contempleted for 1 or 2 months. If at the end of the season it still persists, I hope to promote it for next season in forums. The other 2 charts was extracted from a consultant which I paid for his E-book but I added the satistical portion. His basic for the charts are in it but what is lacking is the theory and case study for reference. I have summarised that in my soccer analogy blog all the observations for 1 year. I personally feel people should shared their knowledge and learn from each other and try not to let greed come in the way. But I do understand the sweat it takes to come out with a chart too !

Well sad to say I am broke again and down to my last $7, Sinapore just lost to Iraq 2-0 and I eat ball from Spool. Total for the month my lost are up to $98 and 4D ibet seem very low on hits too. Yu might ask how & why I dun used my charts but Spool kept a fixed handicap of 1.5 and my charts are based on actual broking house handicap. So I am restricted to buying total goal and the occasional ht-ft. I might try to integrate my findings to my Spool bets so it can help me at least ease my financial worries. I also have a software to predict 4D and it is quite accurate provided you system bet the forecast numbers. This month I have a set of 10 numbers forecasted for ABCD and the last 6 all got hit, but I selected 3 of the first 4 to buy, juz my kind of luck....F**K it! Some videos for you to enjoy.....

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