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Trap in a world of soccer, disillusion by soccer betting, come back strong and steady, gave up betting but dive into soccer analysis, to help other people overcome the odds, with my own predictive tools

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006


Fatspider

Thoughts/Flashbacks:

During my time of grace, I have help many a soul, be it finanially or emotionaly (support). It is maybe in such acts of giving that in my time of need, some have response in a way to give me a part time job (1 to 2 month) to help me get by. First a big Thanks! But in such a situation I tend to open myself to be taken advantage of by people.

Yu may disagreed by saying why am I spoting words of ungratefulness. But 2 contradicting thoughts are actually at work here. (Maybe born in the year of the dog) I am loyal to all my employer including the American firm, but such acts are a sure way to commiting suicide. I find it even more so when working for frens or companys where frens introduced. I would find it harder to rebutt senarios thrown at me that sometimes more than unreasonable. This is because I am working thru my frens help, can't let them down. Thus, have to shallow whatever urine/squirts/cum that life has to offer. But I accept it as I wouldn't be here if not for their intervention.

Have you ever fight for frens so hard you gave an arm for, no not the expression, no litterlally gave an arm for. When yu know deep down yu wear their heart, and all of them know yu were their armour. But what happens when karma, turns around and bite yu, and yu becomes the main source of the pain and they despice you. Hey, dog , I try to help yu, I give yu 1 underdoor but yu gotta swing by yourself.

When I was resign to accepting the fact that I could be on a long road to recovery (no draughting job), I went around looking for part time job in the ads, naturally part time jobs whatever they are, tend to look for younger people too, be it whether in retail, admin, counter, waitering, ursher, the others out there pay yu min wage for the time yu spend, in my desparation I even try to go for those and wudda yu know, I dun think yu look fit (fat, meaning) ..huh?

I dun really want to go back to my R & D line and thats a promise I still keep to myself, the pain is too great to bear after selling my youth away. Anyway, a lot of the same line have also shifted out of Singapore too, Greater China being more attractive. But draughting I will still want to do but life always has ways of blocking your path.

So my first encounter with a fren lending me a hand brought me some cheers,

Internet Shop Assistant-

I was frequenting their internet shop before when they started out at Katong Mall and bought them food and stuff . I learn they start up the hard way and sometimes starve all day, saving up every little dime they have. So, my heart breaks when I heard such stories and wanted to help but all I can do is buy some food. I can see it greatly lifted their hearts and they show their appreciation. The owner is a medium and he practises possesion, this I actually have no interest in but still accept the shop. It has now grown to 3 or 4 shops and makes its biz by $1 per hr (yeah I think yu know where in Katong)

I met the owner again while surfing at his shop and upon learning my plight, offer me to work there, however thats where the lies started, everything he does has a greater intention, I won't want to mention anything here but there are no free meals in this world. Even if yu work for it...,


I started realise the fact that all those that work for him are his investor, me and another old lady are his only workers. Hey there are a greater conspiracy at work here which i rather remain quiet. In truth, once I outlive my usefulness (really no money to invest) and the asst shop owner comes back from exanination, I was ask to leave in such a fashion so abrupt that I still fine senseless till tis day.

My boss:
Yu do your job and dun talk to people, the gods protecting the shop can't help yu too much if yu talk..... (so I took out a comic to read, only a couple of people inside and the old lady has clean the area already check, can concentrate on cashier).

My boss (1 hour later):
Anybody look for me? I notice a lot of strange people loitering in front of the shop I dun know, my gods are telling me they are devils. Are yu collocting soccer bets? 4D? ToTo? Told yu to behave yourself....

Me: No lei.....???? (All the while still reading my comic book mah)

My boss (2 hour later):
Hint and tell yu already yu fucking dun learn, your job is to talk to the people inside, ask them what they want and make coffee for them. We are providing service orientated internet cafe to the public and yu laze off at the counter.

Me:
Sir, I thought yu ask me not to talk today, i was keeping mum and just quietly mending the counter. (In truth no customer would like yu to go up to them and bother them about kopi and stuff, as they might be having a private concersation on MSN)

Boss: Yu still talk back; yu are so ungrateful , yu said yu no money to eat, I bring yu in, pay yu and yu suppose to work for me 15 hrs yet yu go off at 11pm. Working only 12 hrs. Yu are cheating the company; (In truth I am pay $40 for that 12 hrs of work, min wage already, plus $3 each day for makan, sucks....)

Me: But I live at Commonwealth and tis here is Katong. I ask for a grace period while I fine a room to rent around here, yu said ok, can work until 11pm, as yu dun wan to pay for my taxi fare home. Until then just continue till 11pm for the time being.

Boss: Get my cheque book out, you are fire.... ungrateful bastard

Me: Fine, if yu want to kick me out just tell me yu have budget constraint, dun have to use such ungentlemen behaviour. Yu want your customer to know you are still right is it?

I still think the job is ok, I like it and alot of customers actually enjoy my service, I dun mine the long hours, but too many politics even in a small shop. Mine yu I even have to go with my boss to the graveyard (CCK) until 4am in the morning, as the asst shop owner need to study, (did I tell yu he is a medium, yeah). This lasted fro July to Aug 2005 (1.5 months to be exact)

My second part time (my fren intro);

Comic Shop Asst

The comic job comes along as another fren (I call him uncle). Fight for me when he hear a opening. I have earlier try to apply there but they take in youngster only. So when he heard of the the sudden end to my internet job, he beg his brother (owner) to give me a trial. I was really touch and vow not to let him down; I love comics always have and always will and this is rite down my alley, on top of that I used to play Magic The Gathering and has a advantage when people ask about cards, so his brother say what the heck give him a trial. Even though it is going against company policy.

It was less working hours for the same $40 (10.5 hrs), I should be content rite, well life always have a way of slapping yu in the face. To be frank, the job there is really tough due to the fact they sell every other thing next to comic, cards i can still associate but psp lah, cap com lah, accessories lah (really a lot), VCD/DVD lah, internet gamecards lah, and there is a code for each item and somehow I write down also got trouble remembering let alone remember it by hard like my seniors. I was in nah nah land and everything I do seems to backfire on me.

It all began from the 1st day;

The owner's wife caught me reading the news when she come in, it was a very hectic day and I was learning the rope and my senior just sent off the a bunch of schoolchildren. I was off for a break and catch some curry puff as I skip my lunch, so decide to buy newpaper while looking thru the job adverbs (habit lah due to months of job hunting). Thus, I came into shop put the paper down and eat my last bid, and what do yu know, there she is, sucks, gave me a piece of her mind and what can I do, my bad luck continues. But the 1st impression is discounted already.

1 month went by and nothing much happens and I began to pick up confidance in retail and remember some of the items, I was thinking, hey, maybe I can work for 1 year in this , boom, tregady strucks again, I was hit by dengue and hospitalize. This was a major setback in my comic career (so call) as 1st, my 2 weeks out caused major disruption to my schedule, I think the lady who was planing my schedule was screaming at me at the top of her voice when she found out (another bad image).

And when I came back, my mind was in a blank (dengue really knocks yu silly, fyi, all my fren tell me I pale in energy level from then on) and I naturally have to start from step 1 again, guess my buddies at work have to put up with my slower learning curve, and after 4 days back, my lady senior got piss off and let me have it for not remembering some items. Hack, it doesn't help that I got angry and kick at the cabinet too. I just need some time and a little understanding and it all spiral downwards from there. Naturally, such in-subordination carries retribution and I was black-listed.

Another 1 month the owner wife have to come down personally and tell me, look I am only giving 50% (naturally after hospital I forgotten all that I learn from the 1st month) and if i am to continue, I will have to give it extra. I said it helps too when my buddies are working with me and not against me, 1st month I ask and learn, and after I come from the hospital I ask same thing again and they get piss off with me. I decline to continue working lah, alreadi feel very down, and making everyone life so miserable. So there goes my 2nd part time. Frankly saying it was tough but I like the comic environment. The accessories kill me, provided I have some more time, and the boss is not about to give that..... so......This lasted from Oct-Mid Dec 2005 (2 months)

(PS: For the record, if ever I could fine something that purely sells comic/cards, I definately have no problems what so ever, it is the interest and service providing that I enjoy. I have a feeling because I am older than the rest and learning, the staff treated me more unforgivingly, I leave it at that. I also miss out on a good opportunity,when a fren ask me to become a part time driver for Olympic Games Committe, which I decline due to a certain loyalty to my fren, hence persisted in working on, to the very last min.)

Hotel Counter/Reception (mom fren intro)

My 3rd job was the most happy for me, 10 hour and pay $40 per day, only setback was graveyard shift and no rest for only 1 month. Only slight skermishes with guests and the boss's sister (she does the accounts). But all jobs are like that for the 1st few days, after yu settled down it was plain sailing from there. However, that month clashes with my investment assets kanna frozen, so it pulls down my spirit basically for the whole of Feb 2006.

Afterwards a good fren of mine (R), ask me if I would want to help him out by helping him with being a part time draughtsman (manual), I naturally was over the moon and I know he also does Autocad, hopelly in the course I can pick up the latest version and prove myself more useful in getting a job. However, he ask for some grace like a month so he can set up shop in Katong, so readily I agreed, thinking with my last $1500, should last me until then.

However, life slap me in the face again, come April, when R was ready and inquiring, rental was a big setback, R ask for another month as he will look for something more within his budget. My happiness in going back to drawing probably blinded me, I decide to stretch it out, which till tis day I wonder if that was a mistake at that time, by mid-Apr, I was down to my last $500 and reveal to R, I can't hold out much longer. He say he understand my situation and respect my decision. So, I started hunting for part time/full time again, but whatever I try, security/property agent/rental agent all need you to pump in money first. Sucks! and all others would like yu to have just crawl out from your mom's womb.

Cum May after I pay my rental, I was down to my last $100, and I was ready to throw in the towel and go to Waterloo St to beg, R finally found a shop and was cheap too, he say hang in there and we can start in June, the previous tenant last tenure was until 26th, May. Hence stumbling thru I began my next part time phase

(Manual Draughting) working for R

I was glad to come back to my old trade (1991-1993), manual draughting, as I was out for 12 years naturally I was very rusty, my first month was really very slow, earning about $750 only, R pay by each drawings completed, and it felt good to be finally able to pay your own handphone/internet bill. I have to admit the World Cup was a big distraction that time too. Sunday was off and that provided a good rest as well. R is tough at work and throw a lot of critisim at me. One being my lower energy level but I never want to use my dengue stint as a excuse, I took it in my stride and tell myself to persist on, at least I'am back in draughting....:)

The month of July was better, I up my performance and brought home $900. Somemore took a urgent day off to handle PC issue (lucky dun need to pay). And a lot of off days was practically due to a lack of info to continue draughting. In truth, I counted the days I actually work was only 18 days. I love the freedom I have, If R would to have more projects I think I can easily hit 1,5k. My typical day would be like reach office around 1pm (average), work until 4pm have a 1 hr lunch, work from 5pm to 7pm, go and take a half hour to 1 hr kopi break. then continue to around 10pm. Naturally if something urgent I will stay up to 11 something, but I counted only 3 or 4 days like that. What makes the work more interesting is I get pay to go to different government bodies/worksite/even airport to collect documents/submission and I actually enjoy doing that. It is a bit different from your normal desk bound job. Sometimes yu get to knock off early when yu go out, as early as 6 or 7pm.

However I always get a slap in the face and my good life has to come to a sudden end, after working for 4 days or so in Aug, I was suddenly stop short of projects and after another 4 days of waiting, finally decide to ask what had happen, R, insists there was no manual drawings and what he has on hand was autocad only. There was 1 more site visit (to earn) later in the month (2 hr in the morning) but that was all. I really wanted to ask for some autocad drawing to do, but R say his stuff are all very urgent. Sigh

I genuinely was in tears again as I feel I sacrifice/try too hard just to come back to draughting and I ended up back in square 1. Naturally I am broke again as R pay me on a daily basis, I am surviving on my mom's saving and sometimes really starving on days. So I have to start looking for part time job again and lucky only after days of hunting, found the present nite tele-marketing job. It is the 1st self-find job and it will last for 3 months, subjected to performance of course. I am stumbling thru again as the pay day would most probably be around in Sept, 10.

Another good fren H (yes I help him out before) ,offer to let me sell his mp3/mp4, but the furthest thing from my mind is to do sales as I need a income quick-fix as I am broke, I will still push but I guess not with so much expectation. I search him out only because I heard he needed some sales person in his new shop in Pearl Centre. However, yada yada, I think I am hiring a young girl for that, anyway, yu can still push for me outside. Sucks! (I am sticking with my self found job for once after a year of my frens help, not being ungrateful but more appreciate. Thanks!)

Now back to my soccer analogy last chap;

Chap 5: Other Factors and Summary

I hope eveyone enjoy the soccer portion, my flashback was a bit long tis time but always wanted to get it off my chest. Yap, feels better but very tired. Good Nite.. 4am liao

Outta Here FatSpider......shooossss

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Fatspider

Days so far;

Yap since the last knock off being busy over the weekend with my charts again; it is much easier last season as I was testing my first 2 charts and targeting only the top 6 leagues. But now after I finish with 2005, generalize the performance of the charts and it's pros and cons, I move on to conquer the rest of the world ( alot of other league lah) and it can be rather time consuming; but if I can let my predictions be a guilding light to my children out there, I feel I am building a bridge of sarvation for many a suffering souls. Amen AmitaBa......

For my part time (tele-marketing), I finally manage to secure a appointment (deal). After 3 nite sessions, and recording a big fat zero each day in my daily call sheet, the zero is so big YOKOZONA (a wrestler) can swim in it.....sigh. My boss was still quite encouraging but I know he really hope for some miracle from the squad and me. :(

Apart from scoring zero, I was also running late for sat, and my boss being puntual control freak, wasn't exactly too happy, but bringing in a deal for him probably wipe the sledge clean (I hope). I can only accept I was late 7 mins; how was I gonna tell him, I last min had a tummy ache, went to toilet, that was fine, still got time... the fucking 197 ain't comin around for 20 mins and finally decide to take 12 which stops at Bugis, 10 mins walk to North Bridge Centre. Ran my heart out in 6 mins, carrying my still-existing toothache, and asethmatic breatheless-ness, coupled with a body un-condition to exert 100m dash. Sucks on a saturday morning.....

All I can say is 7 mins late....:(.... and as I crash into the room after sign in, quickly pick up my files and start calling at the neartest phone counter, I notice the whole squad looking at me, the boss looking at me with a droppie eyes but darkened face, quickly ask me to sit down as he is about to give a new product introduction....arrrrr.....talk about shame. Well, at least I broke the ice that day and handed in a deal.

Thoughts/Flashbacks

Whenever I am broke and depress I tend to log into XiaXue and Stomp nowadays. She (XX) is a source of inspiration for me and looking at her now and when she first started out in 2004, she's come a long way. Her no-nosense, mouth shooting, targeting to heart comments, somtimes accompany by a tweak of humour, is really embracing. It can raise my spirits in a day fill with darkness. I really started reading her blog after I was sickle by my American firm in May 2005 and I was deeply attracted to her kawaii looks but more drawn to her writing. I was thinking how nice if I can do something I like and get recognition for my efforts/ or abuse for my bull. Nuts.... it seems cool people are reading about your thoughts and not barking yu over deadlines for once. Naturally I went on to do something else but I have since hit new lows in my life and I think what the hack, give blogging a try, I love soccer analysis and writing and I should do something about it. It seems a lot of my frens are saying I am insane for doing something that doesn't bring in the dough... too commercial too typical (XX, too has her fair share of critics but look at her today) . I too try looking for jobs but was rejected straight in the face, I guess I can only do part time for the moment and do something I like all at once, I'm broke and reach the abyss of desolution, what else can happen....? My fren Han (Katong comic shop laopan) even suggested I turn this into a suicidal blog, that way sure can get more hit; hey dude log in to givehalfball man I think he's really gonna do it today, cut man make it deep, yeah, and that dude probably wank off after looking at all my blood. Look man bad publicty is better than no publicity, ......%&%$#%^. I have my own approach thanks!

I have to admit back in 2003/2004 I was hurrying away in a life as a asst designer in a American firm and all was well I know I have a stable job, cash and everbody was loading me with kangtao or part time stings, I have to admit some cash in and some burn out, but it was in the spirit of the game that I participated. I was in a roll with a full time job and part time soccer betting and it was happy meals for me all day long. Ladies wanted to touch me, and frens worship me by kissing my glich (tip of my cork). Everyday has something new, girls look pretty and skys are blue. I were said 1 of the mistakes was I dun save enough for a rainny day. Sure, I got savings from earlier years but I stop saving or looking for ways to save once my mom went out of job in1998, I was single handedly taking care of everthing and maintaining a lifestyle I desired. Adam Khoo, a self made millionarie by the time he hit 26, has written something about tis in his new book and that was to keep a clean balance sheet. There was frens who advised me but I dun really see the truck coming around the corner in 2005, so I just appreciate their concern. Happy to go along my marry go round.

Fast forward to 2005/2006, sickle from the full time job, with a extra 1.5 months salary, looking around for new oppurtunities, try survey on the net (most of them target US citizen only, you can actually make a decent living off it in the states), but it doesn't pay internationally, started working part time jobs as full time draughting dun see me as potential employable candidates, it seems a lot of such companies perfer yu to have knowledge in Autocad and dun want to train yu from scratch. Even if yu know the software, they expect yu to be up to speed when yu go in. So even knowing the software, no cigars mister. Did come across a web investment opportunity and withdraw my insurance and pump half of it into it. Hoping it can tie me over (yes was already broke by Oct,2005) and hopefully change my life. I did manage to earn but my money was frozen in assets by SEC in US, as my agent representive was held up for misuse of funds, super bad luck. The investigation will probably mean it will take years before I can see my own money (around $4k). We are not even talking about the money I've made, amount up to $6k. It has been a rough ride for me during that 2.5 months. This finally crack in Feb 2005.

So, back to doing part time and face more rejections by potential draughting companies, until Aug 2005 , have a lot of my time on my hand as 1 of my part time has no incoming projects. And just tis nite tele-marketing job. So decide to start doing blogging, what the hell, I am dead alreadi anyway and if ever a couple years from now and my blog do pick up, and I can hopefully earn a small living thru its namesake, I will view this junction as a TURNPOINT. I would said it is the month I took a leap of faith into the unknown. Just like (XX) did in 2004..........

Back to my soccer analogy:

Chap 4: Sequence Chart

There is gonna be 1 more chap to my analogy which I will publish in the coming weeks. Watch out for it and I will start my prediction blog.

This is funny cause I actually feel lighter tis days, due to all the failures and retributions I encountered in my last 2 years. I am depress nevertheless but happy I come away stronger than ever, quote:

"Life can knock you down; but make sure you smile back up like a clown" By me......Another 1 of my frens pics for your viewing plaesure.

Aliosi, Fatspider spinning out.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Fatspider

Days so far

ok ok the girl from the previous entry was a fake, but there are really some cute girls there in the squard, but i too broke and shy to conjure up any courage. Just have to admire from afar. Asscrack!

Being bad luck was already bad enough, still have to endure toothache last 2 days ( still gotchi when I am blogging). I have gum problems that reoccur after every 1 to 2 months, and the pain to my molars can be exhilarating, ahh.... , on top of that, telemarketing job requires yu to talk a lot, and that hinders my recovery, looking forward to a break tomorrow so I can rest my mouth, literally, but serious it is quite painful.

Dun believe my Chelsea lost to Boro in a away match, this is the 3rd time continuous, hope they kick into gear soon, fuck if this continue, they could miss out on champion league spot at the end of season, sigh....Also playing a lot of fantasy footie lately and my team is 2nd in a relatively good league. I have to admit my league have pretty good managers. Was recommend to me by my frequent commic shop laopan and it REALLY is fun. here is the link. It is only rouud 2, and the English League is really quite fun to play, hope to find spanish or italian .... Any recommendations?

Here comes my chap 3 of my soccer analogy;

Chap3:The Form Chart

Ok, enough said try it out anff... feedback if it helps, dun be sad if it seems too tedious at first, information anlaysis is always like that. Good luck my maggots..... Fatspider spins out

"Yu sometimes have to stay stupid in order to be smart, ..dud " .......by me

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Fatspider

Days so far;

Since the last post, have been busy with updating my soccer charts for the weekend of 19th/20th Aug, I have extended my soccer analysis to include most of the major leagues in Europe but if yu enjoy doing it , updating, predicting and see the final result unfold, walla, its not a chore really.....:)

Also been helping out some part time doing inspection liasing at a worksite, just 1 to 2 hrs work for $25 (1 time only lah fustrated) , just to get by (by the way i am still out of a job, no drawings yet) till i can get pay from the telemarketing job, which starts tonite. But, I know my first pay will be around Sept 10, dun know how to survice, down to last $30, on top of that weekend lost $40 on total goal, maybe have to start borrowing again. By golly, suppose to study and memorised the script and product but now still blogging, shows my love of writing. :(

Just now log in and accidentally deleted my 1st post, (sigh, new to blogger) but not much missing, it is just a brief introduction about myself ( Kelvin See) aka (Fatspider) and my fetish for soccer charts analysis, hence, why tiz blog, yada yada


Here yu go, a picture at my most splendor, dun want to reveal my real face as too horrifying, spiders best desribe my lovely features, fuck care about life, and strike with venom and hatred for the victim. Suck my web spinner, yu animals !



A little more about the soccer chart analogy below;

Chap 2: The Home Advantage Chart

Opps gtg, i still need to prepare foe my new job and it is 4+ already, take care till my next post; something to get yu guys excited.... part time job 1 of my colleage...


Steam right, looking forward to markrt her, i mean doing with her , ahhh....
i mean doing tele-marketing with her, yu animals know what I saying lah,

fatspider out of here.........

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Day (16th,Aug,2006,wed)

Saw Tyoko Drift DVD borrow from my neighbour, I must said the latest seems the best of the lot, can't really remember when Diesel was in it but tis one definately better than 2nd one with Devon Aoki in it, anyway inside tis show expect a lot of hot jap chicks ( my favourite) and the car drifting (swing tail in Chinese) is a new concept in driving that first make famous by Jap menga, 'Pia Zi' , the only shame is that some of the main jap/ Hawaii actors can't even speak their mother touge well to save their own ass. But, good nevertheless. Also saw ' My ex-super gf' prior, funny too, worth a watch. Next on my list 'Ghost game/ See No Evil'.

Went for my taining for my part time job in tele-marketing, found out the company actually sells Diamond Water Purifier, what the hell is that? Water is water lor, whiz difference? But after going thru their product training it really enlighten me...Ting.

We saw a bit of CD, some endosement from famous stars, and did some experiment like, jin seng in tap/diamond water (smell), coke in tap/diamond (taste) , soysauce in tap/diamond (taste), vege & prune in yada yada, but the most impressive demo was when the boss ask 1 of the attend-di to come out, put a lighter near his arm (quite a distance lah), naturally he siam his arm, hot mah, then he spray some of tiz magic water and put the lighter at the same distance from the other arm, he didn't tweak, he only said he felt a slight warmth.

This Purifier suppose to break up water cluster to smaller cluster so they can flow better and able to absorb into human body, this is even better what in the market like Elken Filter (reverse osomosis, RO water) and Amway Filter (ultraviolet absorb), just for compare RO water is PH acidic and deprive of minerials, Ultraviolet runs on electricity and when water is usually heated up by a tungsten, it tends to general a chemical reaction to give rise to cancer addidives call; tri-halo-methane (wtf). So to all of yu who think boil water to drink is safe think again, tap water is actually more safe, it seems ridden with rust (dirty) because it gathers all from the pipeworks, just put a cloth on the tap and drink from the filtrate seem safest, just a environmental info worth sharing.

Here comes my soccer analogy, first chapter only

Chap 1: Introduction

I hope you all like my intro, it is free anyway, sorry I can't reveal my formulas as it is trade secret. I will in future release chap 2 and 3 concerning the 1st 2 charts to all of yu , my precious children.....



Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Champion (best team ever)

Hooray finally found a part time tele-marketing job, been lookin around for 2 weeks liao no luck, have another part time drawing job but lately no project, so idle, heehee

A bit about myself to the world;

I am a 36 male and working mainly in drawing. Used to work in a American firm until they gave me the sickle last year, have been temping around ever since, yeah yeah yeah, how come dun get down to look for a real job you all may ask? God knows I've been doing just that, yu know looking for a draughtsman job, to bounce my sorry ass off the floor but society just dun see people at 30 something as good potential growth for their firms, and hence 'cricket sound'. The quiet is so intense yu can hear a paper clip fall on impact on carpet. Singapore is really a tough place to survive for a foreigner (PR) like linpei.

What to do, a guy has to make a living rite, especially if your finanial dun hold out any longer, boo... so temp job to get by, it doesn't pay but at least pays for my internet and phone bills. Yu could say I am a useless bum but I always do try, people perception of me is 'sian' face, but how a guy to look good like Brad Pitt with so many issues, money/rental/no sex , hence ended up looking like Bloody Freakin Pity. Hey, that's life mutherfucker, yu play with the cards you are dealt with, I ain't dead man, fuck everyone else.

My past time have been doing my soccer analysis charts based on 1 whole year of study, I have personally went thru different webby to consolidate all the possible way of soccer prediction tools and come out with a conclusion.

There are soccer prediction tool for 1x2 (euro odds) but never for asian handicap (asian odds). Of course those who go thru different webby will notice there are tips and kangtao but wtf they dun really derive or reveal certain criteria of their prediction. The closeest I see is at betdevil.com but they based on too many previous years of factoring until it becomes so bloody confusing......

My owm assumption is just for 1 yr of league, stick to that yr, ignore any news, ignore the wheather and let satistic proof itself over the months. After that just follow the drift or go oppsite. Discipline is a main issue here my children. Over the next few blogs in I will reveal a bit more about myself and diary in a bit of the day as well as give my supporters/children/worms a 1st hand knowledge of soccer analysis. Wheather yu are a winner or a loser like me, I think all will find a good read and hopefully everyone will learn from there.

tata.....:P

Friday, August 11, 2006

Sing for the moment, the silence is golden, and the flowers will blosem and bloom.....

fuck up day feel like dying, already down from all my job hunting still kanna swan by everyone, i hope tomorrow will be better


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